TURNING SADNESS INTO KINDNESS

CITRAWARNA

2011-03-29T00:34:00.000-07:00

Warna warni Hari ni Kptm mengadakan carnival citrawarna. Lebih focus kepada adat dan budaya .Karnival di anjurkan oleh pelajar Kptm sendiri. Apapun Patut diberi pujian ke atas effort diorg .Acara Dimulakan dengan Mnyambut kedatangan Para VVIp kemudian dimulakan majlis dengan kemasukan Usher(wakil pelajar yang terpilih dari kptm untuk melayan VVip)kemudian diteruskan dengan memainkan alat music gamelan. Entah kenapa hari ini auk rase happy sgt Setalah lame berkecimpung dalam gamelan hari ini yang org rase paling best sekali..Ye la tue… Mungkin semangat berpasukan itu kuat kot…Kami berlatih gamelan tidak sampai seminggu pun ..Kalo boleh di hitung ,x sampai 24 jam pun.Kerana majority sudah ade basic Gamelan..Mudah untuk mereka ini Belajar lagu baru…termasuk lah aku….ini kerana ke tiadaan orang untuk memainkan alat music coz senior final year sibuk dengan annual Dinner mereka.Thanks to Zunierah and Sha ccoz cadangkan aku main Gamelan…Pada mulanya tak mahu kerana sibuk ngan terasa dengan pihak kptm gamelan…setelah dipujuk…baru aku terima tawaran mereka dengan niat nak belajar lagu baru gamelan ngan rindu sangat nak men gamelan coz dah berapa bulan x main.… pada jam 5 ptg hari rabu (23/03/2011)latihan dimulakan..disitulah aku berjumpe org yang jauh expert dari aku…huhuh...Rendah diri kot..dak lelaki name dier Aidil..pernah men gamelan untuk sultan Pahang ..main sejak skolah rendah…,Jazrul pun sama,norli men waktu kat utm,Ain men kat skolah menengah same ngan aku..pastu abg lupin..Former player gamelan..shafiqah, anuar,ngan yasir(hari jumaat masuk) x deer lansung basic…tapi diorang cepat pick up kecuali yasir.so hari persembahan sabtu kul 8.30(26/03/2011).mule2 gelabah la gak..sebab dah lame x main depan penonton….alhamdullilah semua berjalan ngan lancar…thanks to abg lupin coz byak bersusah untuk menjaga kebajikan kitaorg ngan ajar kitaorg...acara berakhir sampai kul 1 pagi lebih..tahniah kat penari kptm kerana menjadi johan...

Daebak!

2011-03-16T00:09:00.000-07:00

Deabak?

makne nye terbaik dalm bahasa korea.

apa yg best sgt?

Tarikh:Semalam 15/03/2011(selasa)

Penganjur:Nur Diana firuz

pengikut:Faiznur Husna Md Fodzi

Objektif: Pergi berjalan2 untuk membeli barang keperluan untuk berangkat ke mesir (diana punya).

barang keperluan serta menigisi masa lapang.('')

Lokasi:Desasiswi,Ampang,Jalan TAR,Masjid India,Sogo dan Times Square.

Masa:10.00 am - 4.30 pm

Pengangkutan:Pengangkutan awam(mengurangkan pencemaran)

Bayaran pendaftara:X perlu...berbelanja mengikut kemampuan anda sahaja.

Pengalaman Melancong di sekitar Kuala Lumpur

Merujuk perkara di atas,saya Faiznur sebagai pengikut setia Diana melaporkan sebuah laporan edisi terhad untuk bulan Februari 2011 untuk anda semua.

2)Oleh kerana Diana sudah mahu berangkat pulang ke tempat pengajiannya yang berada di Mesir dan berkemungkinan lagi 2 tahun akan datang baru pulang ke kampung halamannya di Ampang,makan beliau mengabil keputusan untuk bersiar2 menikmati keindahan Kuala Lumpur disamping menjalankan objektif yang tertera di atas page ini

3)Kami memulakan aktiviti ini dengan menaiki bas metro 79 yang mengenakan bayaran sebanyak Rm 1.50 dan menuju ke lokasi pertama iaitu Jalan Tunku Abdul Rahman(JLN TAR).Seperti yang anda sedia maklum,Jalan ini sememangnya penuh dengan pilihan verstail (pakaian,tudung2).Oleh itu anda digalakkan membawa wang yang lebih kerana berkemungkinan anda kempunan untuk membeli sesuatu barang tetapi tidak dapat dipenuhi.Diana membeli barang keperluan seperti timbang berat.katanya mahu meninbang barang untuk di bawa pulang.Tidak boleh melebihi berat(27kg/29kg).Setiap berat yang melebihi parasnya akan dikenakan bayaran mengikut kadar tertentu (1Kg=RM 60).Kemudian kami membeli barang seperti tudung.kasut crocs dan makanan)

4)kami menuruskan aktiviti ini dengan bersiar di Sogo.Memandangkan Sogo sedang offer .Maka cik Faiznur pun terpedaya dengan membeli Cadar katil berharga RM 23.80 selepas diberi discount 60%.(nasib baik lawa)

5)Memandangkan waktu itu 12.30 tgh hari.(terlalu awal untuk balik umah).Faiznur pun mengajak cik Diana untuk menonton wayang di Times Square.Sesudah sampai ke tempat yang di tujui,mereka mengambil keputusan untuk menonton wayang bertajuk Hikayat Merong Mahawangsa yang diterbitkan oleh KRU Production.Tayangan bermula jam 2.10 sementara itu kami menunaikan solat zohor.Tayagan selama 2 jam tidak membosankan kerana teknik dan garapan cerita yang menarik.Cerita yang memuaskan hati.Tidak rugi berlanja Diana.Bak kate diana"ini cerita melayu yang beast aku tgk.kalo 10 markah aku bg 9.5''.Sejak akhir2 ini serita melayu makin menjadi kegilaan .Bangga dengan pencapaian mereka dalam industri perfileman.Tetapi bagi orang yang tidak minat dengan sejarah,meraka kata cerita ini tidak best..Agak sedih apabila mereka berkata begitu.Tidakkah mereka seharusnya tahu sejarah yang sememangnya harus diingati...Badak muda zaman sekarang mudah lupa tentang sejarah ...amat menyedihkan....

6)Saya harap,pengalaman untuk hari itu tidak dapat dilupakan.Teriam kasih Diana kerana beri hadiah gelang(cantik).

Sekian,

.................

(FHMD)

sudah lama

2011-03-06T23:04:00.000-08:00

sudah lame x update kan post..aish...malasnyer
ntah la this year down sgt2 ..
sume nyer gara assignment...pasal kawan la.. tue la...nie la...

3 hari

2010-04-15T21:55:00.000-07:00

eh ni bukan nak copy n paste pasal citer abh k
ahhahaha
citer nye pasal mara(loan)
memandangkan org bawah x buat keje,
so aku ngan member aku terpaksa la ulang alik ke Hq Mara kat Kompleks Pertama tur..
dari hari rabu sampai hari jumaat..
sume benda jadi kelam kabut
abis aje kelas terus gi Mara
tapi hari ni special sgt coz dapat jumpe Tun Dr Mahatdir
huhuhuhu
coz beliau di jemput untuk berpidato mengenai Mara (rase nyelah)
Ramai yg datg tgk beliau berpidato
aku dapat dgr ngan tgk kejap aje
ok la tue.coz nak uruskan hal aku...
besh la gak +penat ~

2 minggu

2010-04-05T07:53:00.000-07:00

dalam masa dua minggu ni
aku penat sgt2
time2 ni la nak antar assigmnent,quiz la,test la..
dah nak kat final br la nak ganti kelas
sampai kdg2 x terurus lansung
meja beljar jgn citer la habis bersepah
dah la aku ni pelajar contoh
haahahha
ye lah coz salu dtg awal 20 minit sebelum masuk kelas
pastu
habis kelas sekarg kdg2 kul 6atau 5+++
break tgh hari paling lame pun 2 jam
pergh memang penat
dah la 2 minggu x balik umah
ingatkan minggu ni nak balik la
hm
balik ari jumaat maybe hari ahad kena balik dalam kul 7 pg
yelah hari ahad pun ade kelas ganti kul 9
kelas mircoeconomic
sebabnye byk chapter x cover lagi
bile awal sem salo x der kelas
sekarang sume kelam kabut
ganti kelas tue la ,kelas ni la...
asal la diorang ni suke wat keje last minit...

1st day sem 2

2010-01-04T01:17:00.000-08:00

hm borink la gak...ade lect yg x dtg..
x tau la kenapa...jumpe kawan br..mejoriti mereka ini berpuak2
maybe dah kenal lama..
byk kelas combine ngan sec 5.means sama ngan ina,ben,hairi n afi..dak2 ez sec 4 dl
hm..biase2 aje..
hahaha
dah la nak out

Mencari Hikmah Di sebalik Kegagalan

2009-12-10T10:06:00.001-08:00

Sukar untuk menerima kegagalan?

Biasanya kerana sudah ada di minda kita satu stigma - HIDUP INI PERLU BERJAYA SAHAJA TANPA GAGAL, ataupun TAKUT MENERIMA KEGAGALAN.

Antara faktor lain - terlalu yakin dengan diri sendiri dan lupa bahawa kita ini adalah hamba yang disuruh berusaha - manakala natijah terakhir adalah di bawah kekuasaan ALlah.

Kegagalan Adalah Fitrah

Kenangi semula awal penghidupan sebagai manusia. Budak kecil yang bermula dari tidak tahu apa-apa, tidak pandai berjalan, berlari. Langkah pertamanya adalah dengan bertatih merangkak, semasa ia kenal untuk berjalan ia mencuba bangun perlahan-lahan dan kadang-kadang terduduk sehinggalah ia tidak berputus asa untuk mencuba berkali-kali sehingga boleh berjalan betul dan berlari.

Kita kembali sedikit kepada sirah, RasuluLlah berdakwah selama 23 tahun untuk menyampaikan ajaran Islam. Tetapi baginda tidak pernah mengaku kalah. Padahal di peringkat permulaan dakwah baginda hanya terdapat ramai orang-orang miskin dan hamba abdi yang lemah. Tetap juga RasuluLLah meneruskan tugasnya dengan penuh amanah walaupun tahu di hadapannya banyak sekali kesusahan yang bakal diterimanya. Kerana ia tahu ALlah sentiasa bersama-sama orang yang sabar.

Di dalam peperangan sememangnya akan berlaku menang dan kalah. Tetapi kita lihat kepada semangat jihad para pejuang Islam yang ikhlas mereka mengatakan - Samada syahid atau menang. Kekalahan adalah sebagai satu motivasi untuk membangkitkan semangat. Dan hasilnya - Islam itu gemilang sehingga menguasai 2/3 dunia.

Mungkin kita boleh mengambil semangat tokoh bukan Islam seperti Thomas Alva Edison mencuba sehingga 10,000 kali sebelum berjaya menghidupkan lampu dan dia berbangga kerana di dalam percubaan (dibaca kegagalan), beliau berkata : "Aku bukan gagal, tetapi aku telah menjumpai 10,000 sebab yang menjadikan ia tidak menyala!"

وَقُلِ ٱعۡمَلُواْ فَسَيَرَى ٱللَّهُ عَمَلَكُمۡ وَرَسُولُهُ ۥ وَٱلۡمُؤۡمِنُونَ‌ۖ وَسَتُرَدُّونَ إِلَىٰ عَـٰلِمِ ٱلۡغَيۡبِ وَٱلشَّہَـٰدَةِ فَيُنَبِّئُكُم بِمَا كُنتُمۡ تَعۡمَلُونَ (١٠٥)

Dan katakanlah (wahai Muhammad): Beramallah kamu (akan segala yang diperintahkan), maka Allah dan RasulNya serta orang-orang yang beriman akan melihat apa yang kamu kerjakan dan kamu akan dikembalikan kepada (Allah) Yang Mengetahui perkara-perkara yang ghaib dan yang nyata, kemudian Dia menerangkan kepada kamu apa yang kamu telah kerjakan. (105)

Melihat Kegagalan Dari Sudut Positif

Gagal di dalam peperiksaan, gagal di dalam pekerjaan, gagal dalam cinta, gagal dan sebagainya. Ia adalah ujian untuk menunjukkan adakah kita gagal dalam IMAN KEPADA ALLAH?.

Sekali gagal, atau berkali-kali gagal bukanlah menunjukkan kita telah gagal selama-lamanya. Kerana kejayaan itu diukur dengan usaha kita bangun dari kegagalan. Orang yang gagal adalah orang yang tidak mahu berusaha, yang tidak mampu bangkit dari kekalahan.

ALlahu ALlah... lihatlah kegagalan itu dari sudut positif. Dengan hanya bersedih, mengerutkan muka, menyesali apa yang telah berlaku tanpa mengubah diri. Anda tidak akan ke mana-mana. Ambillah hikmah dari kegagalan .Pandanglah ke hadapan, kita perlu meneruskan hidup yang bukan hanya untuk dunia sahaja bahkan di akhirat nanti.

Kata Hamka : "Jangan takut jatuh, kerana yang tidak memanjatlah yang tidak pernah jatuh. Jangan takut gagal, kerana yang tidak pernah gagallah yang tidak pernah cuba melangkah. Jangan takut salah, kerana dengan kesalahan yang pertama kita dapat menambah pengetahuan untuk mencari jalan yang benar pada langkah yang kedua".

Motivasi Dari ALLah :

يَـٰٓأَيُّهَا ٱلَّذِينَ ءَامَنُواْ ٱصۡبِرُواْ وَصَابِرُواْ وَرَابِطُواْ وَٱتَّقُواْ ٱللَّهَ لَعَلَّكُمۡ تُفۡلِحُونَ (٢٠٠)

“Wahai orang-orang yang beriman! Bersabarlah kamu (menghadapi segala kesukaran dalam mengerjakan perkara-perkara yang berkebajikan), dan kuatkanlah kesabaran kamu dan bersedialah serta bertaqwalah kamu kepada Allah, supaya kamu berjaya”. (Ali Imran: 200)

Bangkitlah wahai jiwa, Orang Islam Yang Beriman pasti berjaya, jiwanya sentiasa hidup dengan pengharapan dan usaha. Hayya 'alal falah!

recall

2009-11-14T09:46:00.000-08:00

Suddenly ,I misses atmosphere in secondary school .So .. I decided to watch videos about SMK Convent Bukit Nanas .For surely, my school was popular with cheerleading ..... so .. I decided to see video of xavier cheereading .. look back when the video .. I laugh when i saw them dancing ..
remembering back when they make during training .However ,really enjoy that time ..
After that ,I saw the video about the marching band competition .Has become a habit when marching band compitition ,SMK Victoria will be the winner for KL and followed by SMK St John .but Smk victoria indeed should win .. Then not surprising when Smk vi won the world maching band in Italy this year ..
Talked back about the school.
Convent Bukit Nanas 11oth years which is the old school, oh obviosly it is a girls school. Most people would think that for sure dorg ni la gedik. Actually not every girls in this school have that kind of attitude. do not want to believe it?. Come on la we are girls we dont act like a boys right people? Plus we dont even cares what others would think, get a life okay!. Surrounding the well are totally different then other school. The best things is, there should be no more cover cover ayu. Yeah its true okay, let me give an example here; we dont even need to go to toilet to change into our PJK outfits , what we do is just close the big doors! There is no boys will pick on you la except for the monkeys. Talk about monkeys, omg believe it or not, they know how to open up the zip(bag). How smart they are right?.so naughty the monkey . The school rules are very strict including the small matter. Let me prove it. Almost everyday one of the dicipline teacher's will stand at the stage while holding the microphone and yelled at us especially Mrs. Nancy. This are her words that is still fresh in my head, 'dear girls, how many times I've did tell you to keep quiet when enter the hall, next time I'll let u stand under the hot sun'. Dah bertaik telinga. and once we Drying be outside the hall for what was then twenty minit.Weather that day so hot.
One time , Pn nancy can not stand our behavior (form 5), so she decided to fine us queue up in front-line hall. not queue up for several days. but for months. madness, but we do not repent .. hahaha .Another one is homework, omg so many! Not just that, checking book have.so I dont have a choice..kena la wat.Well whatever it is I enjoyed stay in CBN and proud to be one of them .. love cbn..

Independent from examination

2009-11-10T06:53:00.000-08:00

yay!
I have finished the examination . So I decided to return home early. Nearly a month, I do not back home ..I crave sleep comfortably, also want to surf the Internet, etc. Actually universal holiday for uitm is starting from 16 th November untill 27 th of december 2009.But I am back early. I can wait for along time.Let we talked about the exam paper, so far I can answer .. but most papers I confidence is the basic principles of Islam, and business mathematics ..
throughout the week I always test at the library .atmosphere in the library quiet and comfortable ..
than is at home .. noisy .. and hot...Very cool atmosphere in the library as well as in the examination hall .Therefore, students be brought sweater

still have time to picture

magic room

2009-10-25T02:18:00.001-07:00

Don't foolishly wait outside the door
open these door and you'll understand why that is
Love is like the light that has lighten me up
all the miracles happened because of you
repeat: love moves from inch by inch
slowly accumulates into eternality
loving not only with you soul
but also risk your life for just one kiss*
you can't denied you've seen the god of love
when you lose you must summit and accept my protection
your innocence is like the the endanger species
all the mistakes, how can you not take notice
We wish U Oh my baby
We wish U Oh my baby
We wish U Oh my baby
We wish U Oh love my baby
Enter Magic Room, the sun and moon accompanies the stars
the sound of happiness witnessed our beautiful lives
Love is like the light that has lighten me up
All the miracles happened because of you
You can't deny and must admit to your lost
your innocence and all the mistakes
how can you be so unclear
We wish U　We wish U
We wish U　We wish U
We wish U　We wish U
We wish U

examnination stress

2009-10-19T19:03:00.000-07:00

minggu ini aku stress sangat..exam nak dekat..dah cuba tenang..tapi entahla..aku x tau nak buat apa lagi..baru final exam..tapi macam nak tercabut kepala.hahahaa..

believe in your heart

2009-10-17T09:02:00.000-07:00

Believe in your heart that can do that. what can I do? The day of final examination increasingly towards and can be counted with your fingers.The percentage I am ready for the final examination
so far only 80%.Fear is there ..It probably because I have lecturers expect me to get A in the subjects he taught (business in mathematics) it is difficult and more like an additional mathematics.
Not only that, I was dreaming to getting "award dean" .. and to get that award I should get high pointer (3.50 and above) I really hope to get it .. May Allah hear my prayer ..

Day Of Fun

2009-10-02T02:02:00.000-07:00

after taking the time in the library ... me, ziera ,and Farhana find Fatin near the computer lab, we continue to go to times square .. first place we always go is bowling .. atmosphere is very noise when a game started.. as usual we opponents to become the winner ..and the winner is falls to… cik faiznur followed Cik Fatin, hazeirah and Farhana .Fatin said before started the games.. “sape menang kena belanja” . but I do not spend them all because they are rich ... .. huhuhu ..

me n atyn

then we fill the hungry stomach with food near the food court ..we chat a lot about classmates ..when the stomach full .. we run around ts for window shopping .. Ana buy the white hand bag.. during the middle break ,(I, ana n ziera) suddenly, two management of ts came near us .. .. promote fish spa.. after we talk .. we agree to try fish spa .. we invite Fatin to join us... at the first time I enter my leg into water and I feel ticklish ... .. the fish around my legs .. me .fatin and ana try .. ziera not want to ever try and the reason is already tried. ana with fatin was screaming ... because not hold ticklish .. very funny face of their time .. the time allocated only 30 ++ minutes .. when time runs out, we capture the picture at the fish spa store. then I go wash photo shop pictures .. .. 5 o'clock in the afternoon we depart back to the hostel .. hours 6:15 pm we reached the safe destination .. huhuhu ..the memorable day! ..

me,ziera n ana

friends

Selamat Hari Raya

2009-09-18T10:59:00.000-07:00

Muslims fast for a month already .. Hari Raya will come by ... I can not wait Hari Lebaran.But,at the same time .. Four companions will taste a different environment of Hari Raya in other countries.. Intan Asmarina for further studies in the medical field in

Russia

, while diana, diana farah and adha will connect their studies to

Egypt

in the same field ... I feel happy on the success of my partners .but at the same time, I felt very jealous.. because I can not study in foreign countries .. but why not .. because I might have a chance to be there if I had good results even in the diploma .. MARA will bear me .. so, look foward and have a good perspective to pursue my ambitions.. To all my friend .. who go outside the country, congratulate to you and hope that success there and the most important .. take care and always keep up the prayer… hmmm .. After one week of this Raya, I will face the test subjects account for mid universe, religion, ... and co-curriculum… for English test, essay writing, speech and grammar ... fear surrounds myself this English mid term exam ... My language not smooth and not fluently... may I resilient face ... pray I was successful!

dear astopunks girl,batch 04~08

bile you all nak buat reunion... rindu gler seyh… jom la lepak dulu-dulu .. like bowling, shopping, karaoke, and as it .. korang, x nak ke gtg umah aku raye nie... only friend almost 6 years .. but it's rare come my house when Hari Raya .. hahahhaa ... joke only .. Whatever it’s , I just want to say Selamat Meyambut hari raya .. I apologize if I do have one at all ... hope you may make this raya celebrated with joy ...

Ramadhan...

2009-08-30T06:14:00.000-07:00

Ramadhan tahun x mcm 5 tahun dulu2...dulu time buka kawan byk sgt...makan pun mewah2...
sekarang kawan ade tapi mcm sunyi sikit,makan pun boleh la..janji kenyang.huuhuhu.. rindu giler time kat atpn dulu...tapi paling best time form 5 la...seriously...time tu trial spm so..dalam kol 6.30 amik la makan..letak makan atas meja..tutup la..n terusla bla...sambil tunggu masuk waktu berbuka kenala bace buku.. x pun ade tgk cte upin ipin.hahahaa..kebiasaan 10 minit sebelum berbuka sume dak ostel dari junior to super senior dah kumpul dalam dewan makan...biase la...kalo kat 200++ of couse la bising giler...time la form 5' main peranan'.hahaha..kan bising sgt so.. x men la jerit2 kate"woi diam la"kitaorg ade cara sendiri...biase salah sorg dak form 5 akan kate..cth la..aku kate"wei sue diam la!bising aje.dah nak buke ni!"konfirm muke sue terkejut..dier kate la x pasal2 aku lak.time tu satu dewan terus diam.hahaha..tapi lepas tu bising la balik..biase la..kalo dulu lepas buke solat jemaah maghrib ,solat isyak baru la terawih..best siot...ramai2 suasane surau pun best..terang n ceria..berbanding kat sekarang kat ostel kptm.mcm x ramai aje..dulu ramai kat atpn ramai.pastu kita org salo terawih kat masjid..kadag2 kat masjid belakang asrama,kadg2 kat masjid klcc.tapi paling best masjid klcc.khusuk giler...suare pak imam pun besh..sejuk lak tu (ade aircond)...

aduh..rindu nye time tue..apa pun aku rindu giler kat dak2 ostel 04~08..wei biler nak jumpe dowh..lame giler x jumpe..aku ade ckp kat dee yg aku nak kawan kite jumpe balik..wat reunion la.lagi ppun dee,adha n farah diana nak gi dak eygpt..bakal doktor tu...so apapun aku nanti datang umah dee.kalo x de pape halangan..hu..lame giler kot nak jumpe dee nanti dah la dier tiap tahun balik sekali aje..hmm x pe la..apa pun jom la kite kuar.

mid term exam nagh bejalan sekarang aduh pening2...dah la x biase waktu exam kat kolej..coz 1st time..kat hall exam sejibik mcm spm hall.giler ketat..nak id la..slip kedatangan exam la..cume leh bwaka phone aje.tu pun kena letak kat bawah...x pe la x lame pun nak belajar..brape tahun aje...dip + ijazah=5 tahun aku under uitm...ok wat...insyaalah kalo result bagus mara offer gi sambung overseas...lagi pun aku rase bertuah aku under mara+uitm..huhuhu..ade byk kelebihan..kan2 x semestinya result x byk a x der peluang..ade peluang..so kena la peluang tu baik2..x semu org bertuah dapat peluang kedua..

Because i'm a girl

2009-08-28T23:01:00.000-07:00

I just cant understand the hearts of men
they tell you they want you and then they leave you
this is the first time, you're special
I believed those words and I was so happy

you should have told me you didn't like me any more
but I couldn't see that and you just rushed me
although I will curse you I'll still miss you
since I am a girl, to whom love is everything

i heard that if you give up things too easily
to a man, he will get bored with you
i don't think this is wrong
a girl says that she will never be fooled again
but she will fall in love again

you should have told me you didn't like me any more
but I couldn't see that and you just rushed me
although I will curse you I'll still miss you
since I am a girl, to whom love is everything

Hey babe
the pain
it's not enough to describe how i feel
we were so happy together
but I know now
I've been blind
you told me that you'd never let me down
whenever I needed you you'd always be here
I can forgive but I cant forget
even though you hurt me
I still love you
I still love you

don't take advantage of a girl's willingness to do anything for love
and her caring instinct
i didn't know that to be born as a girl and to be loved was so hard
although i will curse you i'll still miss you
since i am a girl, to whom love is everything
although i will curse you i'll still miss you
since i am a girl, to whom love is everything

There's someone I'm in love with...
Although I can't be with her now...
I'm still in love with her...

Chess For 2

2009-07-28T11:12:00.000-07:00

A chess game without love
Only left with black and white opposing
If say I really love you
Can you believe it

A chess game without love
Is missing feelings but more of attack
I want to approach you step by step
but it will only add more grieve

I don't dare to mark an end to this chess game
This is a game for our love
I'm the prince and you are the next door beauty queen
Each defending from the outside attack, plato is love

I believe you don't deliberately
mean to really hurt me hurt me
When fate decided to step in no one can withdraw
Our only competition
is one another's suspicion and doubt

Really regret to have participated in this game
You yield me to sing this one man show

Without the opponent's love it is only a mere farce play
This hiding there and here has become a brave solider
Who should I report this lost discussion to

Esok pergi = beginning a new life

2009-06-24T02:11:00.000-07:00

esok aku dah gi dah..bye2 kwn2 lame ku..jumpe kwn baru.huhuhu,semalam uruskan barg2 n bayaran lapor diri..setakat ni barang2 dah siap 95%..5 5 malam kang..malam ni kenal tido awal2..takut esok bangun lambat..sok kne daftar kol 9..memandang kan jalan kat kl ni salu jem so kena lah tolak awal skit..alin ade bg tau aku yg dier x sure lak gi kptm coz dier dapat offer kolej unity dalam dip sivil engineering kat kuantan..so dier kate x tau nak pilih mane satu..x pe lahhuhuhu..hm..x tau la nak gambarkan peasaan aku nie..ber++++...pasni x der online2..belajar2...

lagi 3 hari....

2009-06-20T23:44:00.000-07:00

Hari ni aku nak prepare barg2 nak masuk kptm..br 10%...hahaha..biler kan..tapi x pe lah..maybe esok or lusa siap la..lagi satu borang2 kptm ngan uitm x isi lagi..haih..naseb baik la sikit..ha.semalam aku kena bising ngan bapak aku..pasal esei pinjaman mara..dier kate esei ntah pape ntah,,kate je pemenang esei peringkat kebangsaan..(tempat ketiga je)hahahaha..pergh baik punye nasihat.hahaha.,esei tu tulis pasal fakta leh la..ni kne cter pasal..diri la,family background ..misi.visi..ntah ape lagi la ..pastu dier nak 300 patah perkataan..haih kena jadi dak pmr lak..so..aku pun mintak cadangan dak2 youthsays community..naseb baik diorg ade..thanks dee..coz ajak aku join masuk..so..mcm last post..aku ade sebut pasal jo qusairy..ha,aku mintak tolong dier semak esei aku..ade la dier betul kan..lagi pun dier dulu pernah mintak pinjaman mara tu..tu yg mintak ajar dr dier,Tq so much jo..aku doakan ko dapat jadik diplomatik ..huhu..pastu...dee bace blog aku..terus mes aku suh datang umah dier..hahaha..mcm la parents aku bg..jauh lak tu..sorg2 giler ke.hahaha .dah la x plan pape..tetibe je suh aku gi..dee...dee..so aku decide kol dee aje la..memadangkan kol umah ke umah adalah free..hahaha..gayut la lame2..so mak dee angkat kol tu dulu..lepas bg salam mak dier tnye kabar gua..then pas fon kat dee..dee nak sgt aku datg umah dier ..alahai kesian ko..hmm lain kali la dee..so aku pun ckp la kat dier..time dier cuti sem bulan julai ni leh la aku kuar jumpe dee.coz aku belajar pun kat sane..seng sikit..aku pun tnye la pasal permohonan diorg nak gi egypt..fuyoh..diorg dapat kot..dee,farah dee n adha..congratulation..sambil tu alin mes aku..tnye pasal kptm..yeye.dier sure masuk sane..aku ade kwn..yahoo..alin akaun under kptm ..aku under uitm..lain sikit aje la..so dier tnye mcm mane nak bayar n bla...bla..so aku ajar mane2 yg aku tau aje la..then dier kate ade hal...x pe..aku pun sambung borak2 ngan dee..dee kate diorg bertiga dah wat paspord..so gi lepas raye..fuh jauh kot..balik setahun sekali..bukan seng nak jumpe balik dak2 atpn..sume campak jauh2..bape org je yg dapat sekitar selangor n kl..haih..xpe la dee..muga2 berjaya k..so ak rase takat ni aje la kot..

gambar kat ts..lepak2..eila amik gambar ni..dee sebuk je same teddy bear ngan aku..kaler je lain

gambar kat jamuan ys,pj.nana.aku.dee.intan lela(ama ngan hawa hilang)

beginning a new life

2009-06-18T07:31:00.000-07:00

dah lame aku x tulis kat blog ni..sebernanye malas nak taip..ketandusan idea..25 jun ni aku masuk Kolej Poly Tech Mara(kptm)kat kl amik diploma akaun under uitm..barang2 pun mcm x byk je beli..kirenye amik barang2 ostel dulu..so save sikit..memandang kan ekonomi kurang baik..huhuhu..dalam minggu ni aku pun nek boring..ntah la x tau asal..so,aku pun cari la info2 pasal akaun..memandangkan aku time spm x amik akaun..x sempat..maka,aku pun amik la ekonomi asas..membantu la gak..kate khairun fatihin..anyway..thanks jo qusairy n dak2 youthsays..jo tu pmpuan ye..jgn salah anggap lak..syang ko jo.huahuahua..lagi satu harap2 la alin dapat kptm same ngan aku ade mem ..lagi masyuk..illa x puas hati nagn aku coz aku dapat kat..hahaha..memang aku saje je apply kat kl..senang sikit..sebernanye aku nak jadi dr..tapi dapat akaun lak..dee,ko yg giler nak sgt jadi akaun amik doktor lak..apalah ko ni..bek ko tukar ngan aku...wei dee kalo ko bc blog aku ni..mes aku tau..nanti aku jumpe ko..nak sgt jumpe aku..dee...dee..aku tau ko rindu aku kan..start minggu depan..boleh kate sume dak2 ostel masuk u,politeknik,poly tech mara..dak2 matrix dah gi dah..sume nye campak jauh..bak aku sebut mane yg aku tau la..start dari selatan..

pika,naz -uitm segamat,johor....
eila,dilla -uitm alor gajah,melaka...
adha,farah dee - matrix melaka,
dee-matrix kuala pilah,n9....
wani -uia nilai,n9...
aput-um..
haslin ,kinah-kolej poly tech mara bangi ,slagor...
aku ,alin(maybe)-kolej poly tech mara kl
habsah-uniten cyberjaya,slangor
syaza - form 6 kat shah alam
pajen-kolej..kerjasama uitm,selangor
nadz-matrix pahang
nina-uitm pahang
nana -udm,terengganu
ama masduki n hawa-matrix penang
ama rosme,aeton,aisyah salim,izzati zaidin-matrix kedah
tasha -uitm arau,perlis
mardi-politeknik perlis

yg x dapat dikesan:-
intan norlela
shiela,
syieda,
sue,
zaty snisi,

tue yg aku tau..tapi aku rase mcam kurang sorg je sape ye..ntah la..

Love Her Miss Him

2009-06-10T10:19:00.000-07:00

I love this song!! It's a cute song. =) Kinda sad though!! Sad!

The sky should become bright already
You should have slept already
He who has kept by the side the whole night should have left already
You should have cried already
He should have awaken already
Me who has thought all night should give up already
None of us is wrong
Its just that we fell in love with the same
Too bad love cannot be shared
Its a must to fight till death
Love her lots, Miss her lots, if we go on like this
I will only be more unwilling to let go and forget
In the end, we still can't change love
Give her my blessings to be with him and let all fated couples be together
The happy times you gave
Is left at a place no one can reach
To see you smile7
The sky should be bright already, you should have slept already
He who has waited all know should be gone
How can be sky be bright? I can't sleep.. How to let go?
You should have cried already, he should have awaken already
Me who has thought all night should give up already
How can I cry already? You shouldn't have forgotten. Its too tortureous
None of us is wrong
Its just that we fell in love with the same
We can only blame love for being unabled to be shared
Its a must to fight till we die
Love her lots, Miss her lots, if we go on like this
I will only be more unwilling to let go and forget
Love her lots, Miss her lots, going on like this is not a solution
Love till the end still can't be changed
Give her my blessings to be with him, and let all fated couples be together
All the good times
Are left at a place no one can go
To slowly try to forget you
How can I slowly forget you?
I love her greatly, I miss her greatly
I love her, I miss her
Love him lots, Miss him lots, if I go on like this
I will only be unable to let go and forget him more
Love till the end still can't be changed
Give her my blessings to be with him, so that all destined couples can be together
The memorable times you gave
Is left at an unreachable place
To see you smile
Love her greatly, Miss her greatly, If we go on like this
I will only be unwilling to let go and forget him more
Love till the end still can't be changed
Give her my blessings to be with him, so that destined couples can be together
All the good times
Left at a place no one can reach
To slowly try and be forgotten

Selamat Hari Guru

2009-05-18T06:42:00.000-07:00

Selamat hari guru kepada guru2 di seluruh malaysia..terutama sekali guru yg pernah ajar aku..reingat time aku skolah dulu..hari guru biase nye time skolah aku exam pertegahan tahun..so celebrate hari guru lepas cuti bulan 6 biase dalam minggu pertama persekolahan semesta kedua..setiap tahun hari guru mestti sambut hari jumaat..biase la..boleh balik awal..even kami skolah gurl ade cikgu laki ,kami still balik kol 1.10 ptg..cume dak sesi petg mule masuk kol 2.45 ptg..so belajar di utamakan..memandangkan sekolah kami berusia 119 thn.mesti ade tradisi sendiri..skolah kami berada di puncak bukit nanas..(ala bwh menara kl aje)
so..every year ,,every class dikehendaki memberi hadiah kepada guru kelas..sama ada tin nenas or buah nenas..setiap guru mesti dapat..even bkn guru kelas..Acara bermula biase la ucapan PIBG,pengetua n ketua pengawas..pastu nyanyi lagu guru..rehat 1 jam..coz ade 2 sesi..tapi dak2 senior ni bijak..junior selalu duduk bhagian depan dewan pada waktu pagi..bila rehat ..junior keluar dulu..senior sume kena tggu 15 minit..baru turn kitaorg..junior memang kuat makan..hahaha..bile junior keluar aje..dak2 senior sume berebut duk depan..coz lepas tu ade konsert cikgu..hahaha..bile time rehat kitaorg..mejoriti sanggup x gi kantin coz cop tempat..kitaorg kirim aje makanan kat member..hahaha...cikgu marah kitaorg makan dalam dewan..tapi diorg x leh marah coz ari guru..beg2 dak2 junior kitaorg letak tepi..dakk unior marah gler ngan kitaorg..pastu ngadu kat cikgu..cikgu wat dunno aje..x lame kemudian acara cikgu la..ade men kat padang..game dier student lawan cikgu..of course la cikgu menang besar..then baru konsert..apa lagi..terpekik la kitaorg ..sokong cikgu..gempak seyh konsert cikgu..sporting gler cikgu2 time tu..ahaha..pastu negaraku..balik.rindu nye zaman tu...nanti masuk universiti or kolej mane ade hari guru..tapi x tau la hari pensyarah..huhuhu..tu aje kot setakat ni..

Only Have Feelings For You

2009-05-11T08:15:00.000-07:00

unexplainable expression in your eyes

my heart is like needles at the bottom of the sea

its just a guess, my appetite .....

slightly annoying, and slightly fascinating

in romance there is no talent

the reaction is slow enough

without enough caution, you picked the wrong colored flower

but its very contradictory, the foolishness of liking you

your smile is once again beautiful, once again sweet

its not special if its not yours

your tears are once again miserable, once again salty

if you're here to comfort me, its once again a sunny day

leaning on you is once again intimate, once again like glue

losing your embrace, its like your too distant

in the whole world, i only have feelings for you

playing is once again crazy, once again limited

when you pass me a glance, i feel weak

the road is once again broad, once again distant

as long as you lead, i'll feel safe

i will be well behaved and will stick to you

with tenderness i will give every care to you, no way will i .....

i only have feelings for you

ill give every care to you, but will also stick to you

love to cry, but will be docile

sometimes innocent, sometimes vivacious

to you, i act ruthless, but i hate to be this way

please draw out my nutrients
to let my head be balanced
i want you to first personally slowly take action

how am i supposed to admit ...........

Unofficial Reunion of SkSl [Primary school]

2009-04-21T01:11:00.000-07:00

Invitation msg: There will be a reunion for all candidates of UPSR 2003 from SKSL, Banting. Date: 22th April 2009

Venue: Alamanda, Putrajaya

Time: 8:30 - 9:00. (gather at bus stand, Banting)

The reunion organizes by Syafiq Jalil,Azizul Azri and me too..

One weeks ago..we all together work hard to make sure this reunion successfully..huhu

Byk duet(kdt)abis nak callin' jemput org ngan cnfirmkan..kehadiran diorg..tp best gak..hahaha

Hopefully la..reunion ni Best sgt2..

Muke2 leaders :

Syafiq Jalil(Ketua 1)

Azizul [jijul](ketua 2)

Omae wa ore no namaka da....

2009-04-13T08:34:00.000-07:00

Kawan Baik

Bukannya senang nak cari kawan yang baik .

Bukan senang juga nak menjadi kawan yang baik .

Kawan yang baik tak pernah mengumpat di belakang kawan baiknya.

Kawan yang baik tak pernah cemburu dengan kejayaan kawan baiknya.

Sebaliknya kawan yang baiklah yang paling banyak membantu kawan baiknya untuk mencapai kejayaan.

Kawan yang baik tak pernah mempengaruhi kawan baiknya untuk membuat perkara yang buruk dan sia-sia.

Kawan yang baik adalah orang yang selalu menasihati kawan baiknya untuk berbuat kebaikan.

Kawan yang baik adalah orang pertama yang akan dicari bila tiba masa sedih atau gembira.

Kawan baik menjadi tempat kita meluahkan perasaan yang tak dapat diluahkan kepada kawan biasa.

Kawan yang baik tak pernah memaksa kawan baiknya untuk sentiasa berada di sisinya.

Kawan yang baik tak pernah melarang kawan baiknya untuk berkawan dengan kawan yang baik .

Kawan yang baik tak pernah cemburu jika kawan baiknya mempunyai ramai kawan baik , kerana kawan yang baik tahu apa yang paling baik untuk kawan baiknya.

Kawan yang baik akan sentiasa mendoakan kesejahteraan dan kebahagiaan kawan baiknya di dunia dan di akhirat di dalam doanya.

Kita adalah kawan yang baik jika kita faham bahawa kawan baik kita bukanlah seorang yang sempurna.

Kita adalah kawan yang baik jika kita menjadi kawan yang baik kepada kawan baik kita.

Kita bukanlah kawan yang baik jika kita tidak menghargai kawan baik kita,kerana kawan yang baik akan sentiasa menghargai kawan baiknya.

Kita bukanlah kawan yang baik jika kita tidak memberitahu perkara yang baik kepada kawan baik kita, kerana kawan yang baik akan selalu menyampaikan perkara yang baik kepada kawan baiknya.

Kawan yang baik akan memanjangkan naskah ini kepada kawan-kawannya, bukan kerana terpaksa, bukan kerana suka-suka, tetapi untuk dijadikan pedoman oleh kawan-kawannya supaya dapat menjadi kawan yang baik kepada kawan baiknya.

Dan kalau kita nak dapat kawan baik yang baik, kita mesti lebih dahulu menjadi seorang kawan yang baik ...kepada kawan baik kita.

Dan semoga kita menjadi kawan baik yang baik...!!!!!

17 signs you like someone

2009-03-19T08:06:00.000-07:00

17 signs you like someone
this is how u know u like/love someone

SEVENTEEN:
You look at their profile constantly.

SIXTEEN:
When you're on the phone with them late at night and they hang up, you still miss them even when it was just two minutes ago.

FIFTEEN:
You read their Texts and Ims Over and over again.

FOURTEEN:
You walk really slow when you're with them.

THIRTEEN:
You feel shy whenever they're around.

ELEVEN:
When you think about them, your heart beats faster but slower at the same time.

TEN:
You smile when you hear their voice.

NINE:
When you look at them, you can't see the other people around you, you just see him/her.

EIGHT:
You start listening to slow songs while thinking about them.

SEVEN:
They're all you think about.

SIX:
You get high just from their scent.

FIVE:
You realize you're always smiling when you're looking at them.

FOUR:
You would do anything for them, just to see them.

THREE:
While reading this, there was one person on your mind this whole time.

TWO:
You were so busy thinking about that person, you didnt notice number twelve was missing

ONE:
You just scrolled up to check & are now silently laughing at yourself.

NOW MAKE A WISH. YOU KNOW YOU WANT TO.......
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*And something good will happen to you tomorrow .

*If you don't... you'll certainly regret it

let's talk about love

2009-03-08T09:29:00.001-07:00

I could fill a thousand pages telling you how I felt and still you would not understand. So now I leave you without a sound except my heart shattering as it hits the ground

Love is like an eternal flame,Once it is lit, it will continue to burn for all time.

Love isn't blind, it just only sees what matters.

Love is a moment that lasts forever...

You will know the real meaning of love when you fall in love.

If a tear fell from my eyes, everytime i wished you were with meI would have a puddle of fallen wishes at my feet.

Through the wind I hear your voice, in the clouds I see your name.Living life without you just wouldnt be the same.

If you love someone more than anything, Then distance only matters to the mind, not to the heart.

If i had a single flower for everytime i thought of you i could walk forever in my garden.

When i saw you i was afraid to talk to you...
when i talked to you i was afraid to hold you...
When i hold you i was afraid to love you ....
Now that i love you im afraid to lose you.

Telling someone you love them comes from the heart The place that made you love them from the start.

True love never leaves the heart, so if you dont love me now, you didnt love me then

It is impossible to fall out of love, love is such a powerful emotion,That once it envelops you, it does not depart.

True love is eternal.If you think you were once in love but fell out of it, than it wasent love you were in.

I ran up the door,shut the stairs,said my pj's and put on my prayers.
I turned off the bed and hopped into the light, all because you kissed me goodnight.

No Boy Is Worth Fightig For, And If You Have To Fight To Get Him, T
han You're Better Off Without Him.

The Hardest Thing In Life Isn't Finding The One You Luv,
Its Making The One You Luv...Luv you Back.

A Cute Guy Can Open Up My Eyes, A Smart Guy Can Open Up My Mind,But Only A Sweet Guy Can Open My Heart.

I Cry For The Times That You Were Almost Mine,
I Cry For The Memories I've Left Behind,
I Cry For The Pain, The Lost,
The Old, the New..I Now Cry For The Times I Thought I Had You

I don't know weather to smile cause you're happier with her or cry cause you're not mine.

Everyday we tell ourselves we're better off without each other,
But then every morning I wake up and realize
I love you more then the day before.

I want to be happy because hes happy
But how can I be happy knowing im not the one making him smile.

Sticks and stones may break my bones and tear my skin apart,
But nothing hurts me more than you,
Because you broke my heart.

It takes 3 seconds to say 'I Love You' but a lifetime to prove it.

Love is friendship, friendship is love.
If love fails, friendship should remain.
For friendship is the foundation of love.

Let your heart guide you...but listen closely because it whispers

You make me smile for no reason whatsoever,
You make me laugh at the unfunniest things,
But most of all, you make me love you...
When I shouldn't be loving you.

You will know when you really love someone.
When you want him to be happy even if his happiness means you are not a part of it.

Don't be too good i will miss you.
Don't be too caring, I might like you.
Don't be too sweet, I might fall.
It's hard for me to love you when you won't love me after all...

And all for love, and nothing for reward.

A complete need should not exist...love, l
ife in common with loved ones?

what we love intensely or for a long time
we are likely to bring within the citadel,
and to assert as part of oneself.

A girl without freckles is like a night without stars.

A kiss can be a comma, a question mark or an exclamation point. That's basic spelling that every woman ought to know.

A kiss can beautify souls hearts and thoughts.

A kiss can beautify souls hearts and thoughts.

A kiss makes the heart young again and wipes out the years.

A kiss? the renunciation of the heart when one is no longer alone.

A lawful kiss is never worth a stolen one.

A lover fears all that he believes.

A lover without indescretion is no lover at all.

A man is not where he lives, but where he loves.

A meeting between two beings
who complete one another,
who are made for
each other, borders already,
in my opinion, on a miracle.

A part of us remains where ever we have been.

A part of you has grown in me. And so you see, it's you and me
together forever and never apart, maybe in distance, but never in heart.

A pity beyond all tellingIs hid in the heart of love.